Golden Dust, Fairy Lust.

"I couldn't stand the remains of something so destructively beautiful, It was too painful. Thank you for letting me go..."

There was a line between us... You used me, You used my golden soul. I felt asleep, Intrigued by your ways Of suffocating me. We tried perfection, But talking was not your thing. You didn't ask me into this, You dragged me. You danced with my intuition, Pulling me like gravity. Call me anxious. Put all the good, Take all you please, Do all the bad. But I won't take it back. In return, I kicked your dilemma. I destroyed your heart. My cruelty Came from your fantasy of love. Your delusion, my psychosis. I was your puppet. Perfection, made us fight. We were at war But most of the time, We were silent. Passive agressive! Broken! I tried, but it wasn't real. I was an illusion inside your heart, I was that little something Making you feel good about life. We tried to be careful, Walking on a straight line. Sorry if I broke your heart, But your fantasy of love, Exploded mine away. It is all GOLDEN DUST, Mixed with FAIRY LUST. I ended up in a dark corner. Watching you become the victim, Watching you complaining, Watching you forget all you said. And we were not lovers. We were two strangers Suffocating. Having sex To avoid the touch of our poisoned souls. GOLDEN DUST my love, FAIRY LUST I said. The remains of a broken heart, The remains of an anxious love.

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