Say it! Just f*cking SAY IT!

- I LOVE YOU!

...

THE END.

"Say you love me." he said;

"Say you need me." he begged;

"Just try to say you're mine.

I'm in love, how can you be so cold?";

He cried...

But I don't want to fall in love,

I don't want to try.

All that feeling inside,

All the memories in my mind.

Ugh! I don't think so.

I don't want to feel awkward again,

I don't want to run out of words,

I don't want to love, it hurts...

"Just say you love me.

Say my name and smile with your eyes.";

You can't ask me to lie.

You can't come and knock down my heart.

I'm not ready,

I need some time.

Don't let me be your worst mistake.

Been there,

Done that.

I don't want to be unfold

I don't want to get out of my path to follow yours.

I have a life you know?

And I want to be able to look in the mirror tonight.

So no!

I don't want to love,

I don't want to love you.

It feels like a mistake,

It feels like you're with me all the time.

Feels like I'm sick if I don't see you for a while.

Your hug heals.

Your touch explodes all my senses at the same time.

I don't like it,

I hate it.

I don't love you,

I hate you.

I don't want to be yours,

I want to be mine!

And every night

I need more than your embrace.

And everyday

I forgive and I forget.

I feel weak when I see you,

And I don't like to smile all the time.

I don't want to feel like I need you to be happy.

And I feel embarrassed when I act like a child.

"Why you're so afraid of love?" he asked;

My blood boils inside my veins,

Slowly I feel dizzy,

It's to intense.

I can't let my feelings control me.

"Just say it."

You make me mad.

"Just say it!"

I don't want you in my life

"Just say..."

STOP!

I can't, I can't...

I can't love you

I can't feel it

I can't lose myself again...

"Say it, just fucking SAY IT!"

"I LOVE YOU!" she cried...

WelmaBv. @espirito_bv

Photo by Faith Aylward. @faithphotography

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