For One Day We Had One Night

I don't ask for much. Just take me somewhere beautiful and talk with me for hours. Talk until we get tired of being afraid of each other and finally kiss. Kiss like we actually love, kiss with passion, kiss until we see stars in the back of our heads. Kiss until we're ready to stand up, say goodbye and never cross the same path again. Because we know, we are not meant to be. You know I only ask for one day. One day of forgetting all the pain, one day to see and feel again. Lets get drunk and laugh, lets get high and touch. Lets taste our thoughts our emotions and take all the pain of each other's shoulders. That insane pain surrounding our every move, that pain that makes us not touch because we know how wrong it would be. We reached a time... The time... where we are old enough to know how we feel, how we would feel and how much we actually want this. We want to fulfil each other's void. That void left by someone else, to trap us in so much guilt. Making you stay 3 steps away, making me never say yes, but I won't say no. So now what? Are you coming our not? Walk toward me. Again, I will never say "Yes", but I won't say "No". I guess my body answers all your questions and fulfils all your doubts. You know your risks, I know my desires. Prisoners of guilt, we know we shouldn't but we do it anyway. We feel it in our veins, we complain in our minds and we kiss, and we touch and we forget for a second how this is never going to work. We're both the villain, we're both the victim, we don't complain we just fall in that perfect place. Too much alcohol in this cloud of desire, too high to understand this smoke of pleasure. With closed eyes and open mouth, you touch me with slow hands. I know I don't need to tell you what to do, you know exactly what I want. I was in your dreams for a while, we used to only talk. You let me ride for a while and take us to somewhere only we know, until you fight back. Take control, put your hands on the steering wheel I won't complain. My mind is now officially offline. I can not think, I can not feel more than what you are making me feel. I don't think it's impossible, I just can't go further. Now please, I'm begging you. I'm begging you for the fifth time this night. Only this time, without all that intense pleasure. This time with tears on my eyes, I will ask you to get back to our lives and forget. Forget that for one day we had one night to make each other's problems fade away.

Na foto: Jéssica Santos.

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